Monday, November 28, 2011

Existance.

Human brain thinks of anything and everything it sees and observes in and around its own universe. The other day I was thinking, I exist in this beautiful, physics law bound place called universe. Well the next thought came was, I do not think that there is much of a choice for any organism to live, but this universe... hence we have to accept that whatever is there is beautiful. So my comment that 'universe is so beautiful' is justified. (I have to accept one fact that this universe is beautiful indeed, just for discussion purpose I tried answering my own question).
"I exist"... But does this mean anything to the universe I live in? Well, here I become a bit of Socrates. I really respect that guy for a simple reason, since he tried answering the toughest questions like, what is confidence? what are morals?... Somethings which humans invented but now are not sure of what these terms actually mean. Coming back to the question I posed just now, "what is existence?", I see it as a probability p(e). Here 'e' is whatever events that lead to the the formation and evolution universe till this state and then a little me in it. Talking about genes, it was 1/4 possibility that I become 'me' as far as the pairing of alleles is concerned. Also I have searched for uniqueness in all the organisms on this earth, as in humans we claim that each one of us is unique. 'The one' as best portrayed in the film 'The Matrix' -- I believe each one of us is The one. Here I am not only talking about the the unique genomes we possess, but also about the the universe that revolves around each one of us, and we are the centre of it. The thought that results into this kind of perception of universe, also makes each one of us, owner of ones own universe. Again I feel like saying, enough praising ourselves here. Universe is more that what it seems like.
I still strongly believe in Big Bang theory for universe origin and then Darwin's theory of evolution, that accounts for the current state of life on this earth. So considering all this, don't you believe that we are very miniature part of this mega structure. Although why we are, what we are is a myth... It is an ultimate question that haunts most of us putting forth universal questions about origin and stuff.
Our brains shouldn't have either reached such a level that we question and think about everything, i.e. something more than current survival and propagation, or else, if we have reached a level that we are thinking more that what I mentioned just now, then we should be able to answer these fundamental questions. Everything in this universe has a purpose (I don't know who said it, but I strongly believe in this). Hence evolution of human race and our possession of such a level of intellect is for a purpose. The purpose of solving this mystery of universe.